In my own write
I always try hard to be a rebel, but the result is a funny clown!
A lot of people think that I am very funny and a great entertainer. I should better become a stand-up comedian, because with this I could get very successful here in Germany´s new fun-society. Sure, they are good-minded according to me. Others think that I am a real gone crazy genius. On the other side some other just think that I am just a pure dilettante. I don't know which position gets the closest to reality! You know, for me it was always important to realize my ideas with any means that fit! I admit I got great sense of humour which maybe mask this "serious" ambition. Especially, I don´t like that my audience and listeners start to get bored.
...when I was young, I was full of life dreamed of home, a family and a wife,
but somehow, my dreams fell through, living the life that I do
My life is race with the devil (Russ Sainty)
I was 12 years old when I get a guitar as a birthday present. Owee, a tender age! But, it was too late for a musical education, which should be have started earlier. Listening to music and being creative by myself in a productive way, has become the key which opens the heavy door of my heart and releases me and ... leads me now to this point here. Music is a drug! Meanwhile I understand this statement more and more and I realized that I have become a rehearsal-room junkie and a wild hoggin' animal on stage. I know that it is unrealistic, but still I got the hope of cure and of a pure bourgois life.
If you like to know more. Here's an interview which I had with the
Sonic-Puke-Fanzine.